My New Year's Wish is to Live Again
January 03, 2014
Happy New Year to all of you! It’s been ages since I thought
of writing some new year’s wish or you might want to consider it as a resolution (I don’t remember when I stopped writing them
actually).
It’s nice to look back what exactly happened for the last 365 days whether good or bad.
It’s nice to look back what exactly happened for the last 365 days whether good or bad.
2013 was the year when my father passed. The start of 2013
was really tough for me and my family from emotional, psychological and
financial responsibilities. All these I was able to overcome and I honestly don’t
know how I did it! The only thing I remembered was staying strong all through
these with help from my friends and family too.
I noticed too that while I age, I became impatient on
things like waiting to be served in a restaurant, checking in a hotel, talking to
my sisters or even waiting on queue while at the airport. I would remember
getting irritated when someone asks me how to save a facebook photo on his
mobile phone when I have repeatedly showed him how.
I don’t have my usual zest or appetite for life. I forgot to appreciate even the smallest things when I should have. Perhaps it was the fear or losing my dad or the mounting stress I had to deal in many aspects of my life such as work, family or even life in general that I forgot to ask help. Feels
like I was barely breathing just to exist. I felt lost like a kid once more. And
just like that—my many years of acquired patience had gone out of the window.
I failed to remember the beautiful life that I have,
friends who love me dearly and family whom I can turn to whenever my world comes
crushing. I was so busy breeding this loneliness in my heart while trying to
resolve them on my own. And this loneliness has manifested in a lot of ways—losing my patience,
disregard for people by not trying to talk when I can, or simply just stopped
caring.
This year, I hope to be more appreciative, caring, patient
and kind. I will look past people and the burden each one carries. I will bring
happiness into my life and share it to many people as I can. I shall be the
bearer of good vibes to everyone I meet!
I am going to start living again.
Have you thought about your new year’s wishes?
Love,
6 comments
Happy New Year! Wishing you all great things for 2014! :-)
ReplyDeleteThanks Juvy! Happy new year too:)
DeleteCan relate to that somehow. Let's start anew! Happy New Year! *hugs*
ReplyDeleteHey Lorney- happy new year! Thanks for visiting as always!
DeleteAwwww! This year was a tough one for me too. I feel you. This year will be our year - no let's make it OUR year. Cheers to 2014 and wishing you all the best :)
ReplyDeleteHi Keemji, I am sure 2014 will be better for us! Thank you dear for visiting.
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